I Was Wrong

1st , i thought you were different but i was totally wrong !

u had no idea how much i really cared , no matter how much i tried u just won't listened to my advise and continually with your own way. Am feeling very lost and hopeless lately due to your personality , i tired of worries of you and all your finance problem.

I guess , i already GAVE UP on nagging you .

You are turning to 25th soon , i still don't understand why u can so clam and relaxing everyday . You had a terrible toy habit and spend a lot on toys even your pay is low ! You also don't have a mortgage and deposit part of  your salary also. At lease must have a bit saving , saving actually not just for cover your expenses only , is for emergency usage too .

 Every month after overspending on all those unnecessary items ,  you sure had limited amount of cash in your pocket , we don't wish to see how you suffer without money , we always come out money for u 1st . Those money we lend you , that's is all our " blood money " is we work for very hard .

 Can u still recall some incident that would be happened so sudden , and u were out of cash ?
if not because of me , u were already in count ! and that time i was jobless yet still can manage to lend you some amounts !

Don't you think u a bit selfish and useless ? when you got the extra cash , you don't go clear the bills or your debt yet let the bank earn your interest and you can just took the money  went to bought those fucking toys ! all in your mind , you always think of ( no worries , if i overspends , i still got backup ) so the fucking backup is your family rite ?!

I really pissed on you and i felt very unsecured with you nowadays

 He's a nice guy for the most part, but I think he's crossing the line

Well , he will pay dearly for what he did.  God sees and knows every thing we say

I'm struggle ,

i hope i can see better day on you one day !